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Long overdue monthly post; November.

@8.30pm.

Hehe hiiiiiiiii :D LOL. Surprising huh >_> Considering all my emo posts below ;o but I finally finished remembering those stupid stuff! :x But then meh need to do more papers for chinese later. :)

In the midst of that stupid annoying frustrating process, my thoughts wouldn’t leave me alone. LOL. So I think I better do this, before my mood goes down again and well, it is long overdue anyway. Remember the monthly post thing? Didn’t do it for this month yet, ‘cuz of a lot of stuff. So here goes, I ish doing it now. :)

Firstly, thanking God. :) Even if the past week has been like hell. >< And well, totally down lol. But all this stuff aside, I really have to thank God lol :) For giving me everything, for protecting and making sure I’m still alive and well, for giving me the strength to hold on, despite it all. Was tempted to end everything and just leave. And for the amazing people who are there, to help, to care, and to make me cry. :x So yeah :)

To family, to my mum who although sometimes …, but yeah, she helps me with lots of stuff, makes me see sense and encourages me :) My dad, who’s there to clear up the mess with me :) And for encouraging and for the times of buying bubble tea and coffee etc and little things that cheer me up :) And my younger sis, who’s there to share everything and she always makes me smile at her funny antics, despite being annoying at times.

Also, thankyou Kath, Shak, and all the rest in that secret channel for helping :) And especially Kath. Thanks for being there for me and listening to me rant and to all my problems lol. :) <3

To MH chat peepz too :) I guess I’m fortunate to enter the chatroom on that fateful Christmas Day last year heh. :) Yup, really brought lots of joy and cheering up when I needed it. Like now hehe. :) Just to name a few, Sharma, aLtOr, lule, etc :)

To Ben, who puts up with my random ramblings and rants. :) Heh sorry too for rambling so much sometimes. And thanks for caring. :) You better not burn yourself out ah =.= Take care and stay strong. :D And jy for HCL ‘O’s! :)

To bffs, Peisze, Jess, Steph <3 Must go out soon ah. :D Bowling etc~ wheeeeeeee and kbox :) Thanks for listening sometimes too :)

To all the friends in my life and especially to the group of crazy ‘pure’ peepz in 4J, namely Xiaojun, Zijun, Shuqi :) Hehe.

Hmm I can’t really remember what else atm. :/ LOL.

OH to music too. Even playing for 20 mins on the piano keyboard makes me feel all better, even better than when listening to songs lol. And of course the guitar :) I only know like 4 notes -_- But strumming calms me down a lil’.

K think that’s almost all :)

1st Nov is actually my first anniversary of my Confirmation. Wasn’t easy. But I guess, that after Confirmation, it’s the beginning of the journey, not the end. Definitely not the end, as shown by this entire rollercoaster year. -.- Lol. But yes, I’m still here, living / surviving. I’ve no idea which (you can circle/choose one!) but the point is, I’m still holding on. Still alive. Still healthy. Still breathing. Still trying my best.

LOL omg. That sounded so …

And mmm a question to end this post, to reactivate fb or not? (P.S. I kind of really miss MH. A lot actually! Still have my dragon run to prepare for. Oops :x) And well, when to reactivate it too? Heh.

I feel better getting this out :) Even if it’s half as long as my normal monthly posts. :D Tradition, I guess. Ooh I spent half an hour on this post. -.-

Haha anw peace out :D

P.S. Comment!! (c’mon you know you want to :( even one comment will really make my night/day.) :)

Live on.

2010
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Happiness; life ain’t perfect, but today has pretty much come darn close to it. :) Tuition; camwhoring; ice kacang; talks; ghosts and whatnot :D ♥

@10.03pm.

Hehe haiiiiiii ^^ :D

Must be surprising huh. :) ‘Cuz I rarely have such high and happy moments. :D So I’m abandoning my chinese RGS paper for now and typing this out :x Just hope I don’t crash down later again. :)

I made my subject combination choice alr. My own choice. :) And my parents are pretty okay with it. So everyone’s happy hehe. :D

Yupz. :) Couldn’t go with tuition peepz to get Ms Ho’s prezzie today. :( But yeah, I woke up around 9.30, so it was prolly too late to travel all the way to bukit batok. Need around 1 and a half hours to get there. :/

Wait, side note here: Yknow its kind of shocking that people actually read this >< :/ Damn. :( LOL.

K back to today. :) Today’s tuition was fun ^^ :D I’ll miss Ms Ho’s teachings. :( She’s a really really good and patient teacher and her lessons are uber fun and entertaining plus enriching. <3 Lol, and we received like uh… (let me go count…) OMG 19 papers o.o Woah. :o Didn’t know there were that many. >< Lalaaaaa JC is gotta be fun. :x Yup, but anw guess I’m glad to be staying on at bukit gombak then, and not be moving to jurong east heh. :) I’ve grown close to my tuition mates, although we don’t talk much. :)

Last day of school was awesome. :D Change of plans and a lil’ miscommunication but things turned out fine. Camwhored a lot ^^ Evidence from my profile pic and the dramatic increase of photos from 62 to almost a 100. HAHA. (Y) :D Credits to yenlin, her cam and her editing skills :) And to Peisze, Jess, Yenlin for being  there to camwhore and do stuff tgt. :)

Hehe ice kachang ftw :) <3 It makes me a happy girl. <: C:

Talks with someone over msn about subject combinations, results and all that stuff opened my mind more, I guess. :) Follow your heart, peepz, follow your heart. :) Thanks Ben. :]

And hehe oh one more thing, thanks for the game too LOL. The ghost game :D I KILLED 6 PEOPLE. :D LOL. :x :( In the game, I meant! And rather fun to see those peepz screaming their lungs out :o Oopsss. HAHA. I’m gotta play again laterrrrrrrrr. ADDICTED OMG >_> Provided that my parents don’t look at the lappy screen (lappy’s in the living room bleh.) :( DANGEROUS.

Hmm I think I need to do a post marking the end of junior high >< Forgot… ._. -thinks- Later bah. If I’ve time :x

Btw I think my fb dp is :D :D HAHA. FLYING / HOVERING (Y) And Jess and Peisze look so cute in their couple pic omg <3 <3 Love ttm. :D

Thanks Steph too :D For your words. :) <3 Jiayou for everything :D

Ooh 444 words! -.- K ending this now. :)

I’m still debating what cca to take -_- GG. :( I hate the short deadlines bleh.

Last but not least, thankyou God for everything. :) For helping everything to go smoothly and for giving me so many amazing people in my life. <3 Can’t ever live without ’em, me thinks. :D <3 ♥ Y’all really mean a lot to me. So jiayou and take care k. :]

Au revoir :D

2010
10/30
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Grateful; Everything’s over.

HAHAHAHA. EXAMS ARE OVER WHOO. AND I DON’T FEEL LIKE BLOGGING HAHA WTH. ._. SPAM LIKE CRAZY DURING EXAMS. AFTER EOYS, DON’T WANNA BLOG ALR. LATERRRRRR. :)

Yknow something.

I’ll just copy everything from what I tweeted on twitter here. Easier HAHA.

@8.13pm. (read from bottom to top btw haha.)

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To everyone in my life, I guess. Those people who have been there always, through thick and thin, through the tears and smiles. <3 Love you all. :)
less than 5 seconds ago via web

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To Sherly for your care when I cried after the math exam today, Zijun for the hug, Shuqi, Xiaojun, Mingwei for the consolations. :)
less than a minute ago via web

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To Peisze, Jess, Steph for all the advice and being there and Ben too. :) Jiayou for EOYs k, Ben.
2 minutes ago via web

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5700th tweet. :) To God, who gave me strength through this entire period, through the tears, through awesome people who encouraged me all the way & my family.
2 minutes ago via web

Haha yeah. That sums everything up. A post-eoy post later. Lots of stuff.

And yup, thanks to all of you. :) Can’t imagine living without everyone in my life hehe. Y’all GMH. :)

Life’s good, until the results. Going wild for 4 more days. ^^ Whoooo.

2010
10/08
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Pictures > Words.

I figured words would be redundant and pointless, especially since I’ve ranted too much in the past few posts. Weary. But things and people keep me going. Pictures too on tumblr.

Be strong. I'm tryin' to. It's the last lap. :) So Jiayou. :D

God is love. And often, love is all you need. :) So hold on. Keep holding on. God will make a way when there seems to be no way. :)

In life; you can either regret or rejoice. Likewise, in studies, you can either work hard or regret. :/

Life is a not a matter of milestones, but of moments. I live for these moments. They are the reasons for my existence; and the reasons why I'm still holding on. :)

Hehe last pic. :) 5000 words+ for this post. And yes, love keeps me going. And it should keep all of us going too. :)

Oh manzx. The captions look so pretty when I was typing up the post >: Sad face. :( I think the layout messed itself up when it’s posted. ._.

2010
09/19
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August.♥

Hai. (: Tradition to do a start of the month post everytime, so here I am again.

I’m trying hard not to cry… Blame it on the song I’m listening .______.’ Haven’t listened to it for so long. Angels brought me here – Guy Sebastian (Y) Awesomest song ever <3

Sigh. The month of July… I guess it passed too fast, as all months do. Closer and closer to EOYs and closer to the end of junior high. Funny how time flies. I still can remember… when I was Year 1 and coming to DHS. College, then uni, then work. Sad thing is, I don’t wanna grow up so fast. :/

Oh wellz. What am I supposed to be talking about ._.’ Ah. About the month of July >< I can’t remember much tbh. >< It was just one week after one week of school and tests. :/ Owait, not really.

Thankyou God♥♥, for helping me through everything as always. (: I don’t have to elaborate.

Thankyou to 4J, to all those who helped me and comforted me when I was down (: And also shuqi, xiaojun, zijun, shihui for being an awesome bunch :D

Thankyou bffs <3 I don’t know what I’ll do without y’all :(
Dajie, Jess <3 and Erjie, Peisze :D ♥

Thankyou Mum, Dad, Annabel. ♥ Sigh, please help everything be okay soon.

Thankyou Ben, for keeping me somewhat sane o_o And for helping me with homework heh. :] x] Though I doubt you’ll see this but yup (:

Thankyou to whoever who invented bubble tea. AND KOI ♥ Lol. One of the simple pleasures in life these days.

Thankyou everyone who has helped me in one way or another (:

Thankyou Jer, Nic too (:

Thankyou to all those who treated me as an emotional trashcan too. (: I guess… it has kind of made me more patient? o.o Idk. LOL.

And thanks life too (Y) Though you were really really hard to get through at times, and I’ve lost count of the number of times I wanted to give up. Still. I guess I’ve.. mmm.

As I said before,

“Often the hardest times are the most memorable times. And the times where you realise who your true friends are and how strong you can be. And you’ll grow and learn from it. :) Learn how to be strong in the face of adversity. Realise which are the ones always by your side.” :D

Heh yeah. (: One more thing:

“Walls. Facades. Built around themselves. Not to let anyone know their secrets. But not everyone uses them to keep people out. Sometimes the purpose of building those walls may be just to find the one who’s willing to spend the time getting through them.”

Mmm. ^ xP It’s really true though…

Really looking forward to church tmrw. Finally. (:

And for August. 19 days after today -coughs- is -coughsomeone’sbirthdaycoughs- don’t forget (:

I didn’t say anything 8D *innocent angelic smile*

Hope August will be better and don’t pass so fast. EOYs are fast approaching and I’m definitely not ready for them.

ciaoooooo~ (:

P.S. After I edited and read it again o_o I realised that it’s 500+ words ;O Heh. And the most amt of tags in this post :X

@1 August 2010, 1.30AM.

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08/01
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Sleepy ramblings.

Hai. Too tired to talk. So I’m typing. Duh. So hi.

Lol. I’m making no sense O_O I just replied my mum’s question… and it came out in an unintelligible murmur or mutter or whatever o_o

Lalala. I love you, school.  I love you, homework.

Seriously. I just want one day to sleeeeeep. Too bad that’ll never happen. Mood finally crashing down. Heh expected it, but it’s not as bad as I expected, which is kind of good in a way. Sleeping soon. At least tmrw’s  a short day. 4 hours of lessons + recess. (Y) Don’t want homeworkkk.

Need to save $30 out of $47. Rather impossible feat, now that I’m thinking ’bout it. Heh maybe $25 would do.  Lets see.

Genotype is the genetic make-up of an organism while phenotype is the observable characteristics of an organism. Gene locus is the position of a gene on a chromosome. <——- Seriously. Do we need to know all of this? Are they all going to be used when they grow up in our daily activities? -.-‘

Ah whatever. Not making sense. It may not be true. But sometimes, certain stuff we learn in school ain’t going to used… or maybe they will. Who knows.

Lol. This post is titled ‘Ramblings’, ‘cuz I’m half trying to figure out homework and half rambling at different times. Will be posted up when I’m about to sleep.

OH post ’bout msn convo!!! Must remember if I’ve time.

12.46am.
Thankful to God for giving me strength to carry on♥ Through amazing ways and wonderful people. God’s great♥ :D

Thankful to bffs aka dajie and erjie, jess and peisze♥, twitter peepz, friends, random fb comments + statuses, Ben. Without all of you,  我早就崩溃了。Lol. Grazie :D

Heh I think I tmrw go school, then do bah. Now I’m like half unconscious already. Not even making sense of the questions. Packing bag~

Omg. Chem, physics, math, geog. TMRW HAVE CHEM. Get back atmosphere test. GG. ._.’

Ah whatever. What’s done is done… Even if I want to change it, I can’t change it already. Nananana, and oh if my angel reads this, thankyou so much for the spongebob pen! (: Love it ttm :D <3

o.o 12.59am. Lol. Ta-da 1am.

1.06am. Exhausted. Time to sleep. I think when I look back on this seemingly incoherent post tmrw, I’ll blush with shame and feel tempted to delete it or sth. But I won’t >< Heh sleepy ramblings.

ciao~ Night. (:

The lonely wolf howled into the darkness,
the silence of the night.
But unexpectedly, another heart-wrenching howl was its reply..
Coming from the direction of the moon and stars.

You’re not alone. No one ever is.

2010
07/22
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Tears.

Please don’t read this post, if you don’t want to. Just a lil’ warning ;d

I’m not perfect, and never will be. I’m just a girl who goes through pain and heartbreak, as all people do. I can laugh. I can cry. I can go high. I can feel so down, that it seems that I’m sinking lower and lower.

Pain and heartbreak lol. I guess throughout life, you will always have to feel that, in one way or another. (: Always remember that, even though people in MEDCs have a higher standard of living and quality of life, they may not be happier than those in LEDCs that have lesser. In general, I mean. ;d

I don’t like to wait. But if I find something / someone worth waiting for, I will. But sometimes, I realise that I’m either waiting for the wrong things or the wrong person. Rofl, ironic huh? ;d And I’ve wasted enough time, waiting and hoping for many things that don’t happen. I’ve done that too many times.

Mind you, it’s not gotta be easy forgetting and moving on. Almost everything remind me of you. The songs recommended, the times we talk, and the way you can cheer me up, without doing much. 8) You probably won’t ever see this post, or won’t realise that it’s actually talking about you. ;d Because you are oblivious and won’t ever realise it. Sometimes, I wonder why I care so much. But yes, I do. And it ain’t easy to try to erase all I’ve ever felt (since this emotion’s strong but foreign to me. :/) and just act normally. But I’m gotta try. I don’t know whether this is going to be better, or worse for me. But I’ll survive. I always do, I hope.

I’ve read this somewhere, just by searching randomly. But I believe God was also telling me the same thing I was trying to do. :D And I’m glad. Here it is: I’ve learned that things change and people change. It doesn’t mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you’ve moved on and will treasure the memories. Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it just means accepting that some things just aren’t meant to be. And I know, I’ve known it all the time. ;d

I will try. I just hope all will be well. :D And I feel better LOL ;d ♥ my form of therapy. Music + Writing♥♥♥ Blogging has helped me so much. I’ve come a long way. Ohh one more thing: (One of my fb statuses btw :D) Sometimes, it’s amazing to see how I’ve come so far, in RL and MH chat etc :D And grown. Looking back makes you realise many things you didn’t know about yourself, and how much you’ve changed. ♥ :)

I’ve changed. ;d Grown. Become stronger in some ways. And I thank God for everything♥♥♥ :D
Thankyou to my bffs too :D Love y’all :D ♥♥♥ Yknow who you are. ;d
And most of all, my adopted family too. :D Kerry, Daniel, John. ♥♥♥ you all to bits. It’s amazing how we’ve come together so far. ;d

:D
ciaooooooooo~ Let everything be okay. And let me move on and forget.

2010
03/13
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Everything’s alright, for now :)

HI PEEPZ :D

Haha, everything’s alright, for now ;D *relieved* LOL.

Yay. Tmrw going back to sch with PeiSze to buy books! :D Heard from jess that she made two trips ‘cuz all of them were too heavy ._____. Hmm. Lol, and I still have to buy exercise books+pens+notebooks+uniform aww D: HAHA.

I don’t want to buyyyy the uniform again, I mean. But then Mum said that it’s too old -.- And I didn’t buy last year or sth. Ugh.

Anw, am happy with my progress in MH! (Mousehunt). Today’s a lucky day for me! 8) Turned master a few hours ago! Just before downtime which is in around 7 hours aww :( Which is gotta be around 11pm here later .___. Oh well, shall read fictionpress fics to fill up my time. And sleep earlyyy. At least, most of the maintenance time will be in my sleeping time heh! :D And when I went GGT (Great Gnarled Tree), my first catch was a fairy mouse with the map of the lagoon! :D But lagoon can only be accessed by grandmasters pfft :/

Sooooo went to mountain and then caught a ninja with swiss :D Carrying a map of the laboratory, so now I’m happily hunting in the lab! :)

Oops, ignore that rant. If you’re not well-versed in MH lingo ;D Will post some screenshots laterrrrrr ;D Aww, sorry no pics D: They’re all in BMP format, not allowed by wordpress :(

LALAAAAA! Thenn after buying books, either going to either tamp. or pasir ris malls. :D I need to get prezziesssss! (L) Okayyyy, I think that’s all for now. HAHAHA. I just sounded the hunter’s horn!

5:36pm
I sounded the Hunter’s Horn.
I was successful in my hunt! I caught a 5 oz. Mutated White mouse from the Laboratory worth 246 points and 480 gold.

ciaooooooooo~

My tear ducts have run out of tears. Okay, maybe not. They always seem to not run out of tears heh. Is that good or bad?

2009
11/10
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I ♥ soya-bean icecreammm! :D

HIIIIIIIIII :D Hehe, i know the title’s random but this post shall explain later! :D

just reached home LOL. From school :)

No lessons rock HAHA 8) Oh well. Tomorrow normal lessons start again. I still have physics and chineseeeeeee ._. Sigh, but resting a while first :( Vvv tired. Slept around only 5 hours these few days, even on sat :(

Haha. Anw today’s symposium was interesting. The first part was quite fun ♥ Esp. The Nanotechnology part. The lecturer giving the talk was funny LOL. The rest of the presentations were interesting too :D

Hmm. Then it was break for one hour. Haha, but in the end, coz Year 3 all have the same break, so it’s like half an hour queueing+half an hour eating. O_O Lalaaaa, ate with PeiSze and Yenlin :D

Then was the poster exhibition. Mr Lee is really a great commentator. HAHA. Really epicccc, especially (sth like that. can’t really rmb) “It’s good that -insert class- is cheering but you will still get NOTHING” LOL!! -.-

Went for the option 2 talk about bio and chem research in the auditorium. Hmm, quite interesting lah O: But got some parts quite boring. No offence to the presenters. Yeap, should have chosen option 4 LOL. Heard from PeiSze and Steph that the chocolate part was interesting 8)

Yayyyyyy. Feeling quite happy today :D Haha, walked to bus-stop with Steph and PeiSze and bused home with PeiSze in the end :D

Lalaaaaaa. Talks with Steph and PeiSze+Morning with Ronghui and Jessica’s kind of craziness and pro-ness with term paper (-.-)+Lunch with Yenlin and PeiSze+PeiSze and meeeee getting down at Eunos MRT to go buy Mr Bean to eat make me a happy girl today 8) ♥ [Btw I bought soya-icecream which is ♥ but quite a lot LOL. So recommendation: If you want to buy ah, then share with yr friend or sth O: But then now got H1N1 lehhhh. Hmm. Hehe :D]

ciaooooooooooooo~ TAG PLEASEEEEEE! OR JUST COMMENT! :D Thankyouuuuu 8)

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08/17
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National Day celebrations+going out! :) HAHA. <3

LALA HIIIIIIIIIII :D
Yeap, this is the real post so ignore the post below LOL. HAHA.

Sigh. I feel a bit upset now!? O: Oh well. Haha, on to the happier stuffff first! :)
Ytd was national day celebrations LOL. It was fun (:

Lol, then didn’t plannn on going out. [Yay, just ate chocolate+vanilla+strawberry icecream <3 haha randomm!]

Now it's 3.05 pm. HAHA. this post has been stoning for like three hours?! Kay, shall just finish it :)

Anw, yeah, didn't plan on going out. After celebrations, waited for peiszeee :D Then, cw also wanted to go home with us apparently -.- He told us he was at the classrooms when he was actually at the foyer -____- To cut a long story short, miscommunication. HAHA. Too bad for him. So headed to bus-stop with peisze to take bus 30! :D cw had to run to catch up with us LOL.

We were discussing wht we wanted to head straight back home coz nothing much to do except slack on the com :( Haha, so…
Meh. Afk. -.-

Backk. Yeah, sooooo we were debating on wht to go to tampines or pasir ris on the mrttttt :D HAHA, I wanted to go Tamp lor :( Lol, coz nearer to my house plus got 3 malls to choose from: Tamp 1, TM, or Century Square. But then when we reached Tampines MRT, none of them wanted to get off, esp. cw. Rahhh D:

Hehhh. Anyway it was funnnn going to White Sands. Hmm, walked around aimlessly at first coz we couldn't decide where to gooooo O: Haha, so we went to random places. First, the library. We headed to the children's section! HAHA. Unconsciously I think -.- Didn't borrow anything, didn't bring my library card anyway. peisze borrowed a book for AEP LOL. It was a book with lots of beautiful and fascinating pics (: Then cw said they were ugly -.-

Ohh, then saw an article on: Why are some people so short? -ahem- Haha, k lah, shan't sayyyy anything :D Yeap, went to geography section to see wht I could find anything. Nah, nothing ._. Coz there was only a small section. Anddd peisze and I realised something. Cw is getting old! :D He kept hearing things wrongly lah. First, the miscommunication thing. Next, the library one.

An excerpt from the convo:
CW: What are you finding?
Me: Hmm. Looking for geog.
CW: What!? Looking for jobs?
Me: -burst out laughing- No lah -.- I said GEOG.
CW: Huh, looking for funny jokes?!

LOL. Super hilarious and epic. Haha, peisze and I laughed non-stop :D:D:D

Went tooo buy a cake. Nope, not us. CW went to buy. Wandered around. Then can't rmb where we went alr! O: Oops. Hmm. I think we went to Old Chang Kee, bought some food anddd then headed home LOL. Just realised that Subway is going to be in White Sands soon! :D

Lalaaaa. Overall vvv fun trip HAHA. Though it wasn't planned. Anddddd we seriously need to be more decisive in future and stop heading in the wrong direction! :X

Quite a long posttt. Now off to do geog slack? Or read fanfiction! :D

ciaooooo~ COMMENT PLEASE (:

P.S. This post is typed out partly at different times so excuse the many intermissions! Coz i keep getting distracted HAHA. :P

2009
08/08
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