自己对生活的感想

P.S. I suggest you skip the top part which is filled with rantings ’bout the bio assgt and skip right to the 2nd part and the real point of this post below the line. (:

This sucks. I’ve no mood to do bio; brain’s not cooperating. Can’t think of what to write. And everything is thrown to me. (Y) @12.34am.

Screw bio. (: 2am (Y)  And most of  the credit goes to Zijun; sadly. For screwing up my entire night; and depriving me of sleep. Though she said she had a swollen ankle and had english oral tmrw… it’s no excuse to dump almost everything to me right.

So in the end; I did the points for the flowchart; zijun drew up the flowchart on powerpoint. The 2nd part, she did a bit, the rest she doesn’t know how to phrase; and ta-da. In the end; I ended up editing and typing out the entire thing again; ’cause some of her info weren’t relevant.

Third part; did the entire thing. And now just saw the f-ing rubrics; nice time really. Have to include the freaking learning points; so here I am, still doing. (Y)

Really really awesome. I love people like these. I wish I could be one of those people and feel no guilt whatsoever; or for once, don’t do do anything and dump everything on others.

I was really tempted though, I must admit. To just give up on this freaking bio reflection and just hand it in, incomplete. Too bad, I need the bio marks. Nice. These people will survive really well in the outside world. Seriously.

Sigh; sorry ): I’m just really pissed; frustrated; and bloody EXHAUSTED. Ffffffffffffffff.

And yknow me. I seldom use such profanity, to be honest. (At least I didn’t type the entire word out -.-‘) ‘Cept when I’m up to my limit. And I think I’ve reached and flown beyond my limit. It’s time to find a new partner. Or at least I’ll try. Well, thank goodness I’m not going to be doing the geog proj with her then. I’ll smash everything literally. And everything will go up in flames; aka destroyed.

Yea; I’m getting more and more pissed. Oops. Not a good thing; definitely. Mhmm. If I ever do explode in real life, well, I hope I don’t do that anytime soon. >< I think I haven’t really exploded before in real life xP Or shown people my fiery side. Except my family. :X Ah well. Hope it really doesn’t happen ._.’ Or not idk… 后果不堪设想 ):

Damn it. I still need to pack my bag x.x And tmrw’s going to be disastrous. ): Chem test on thurs. Physics reflection, LA essay due on thurs. Haven’t done both. And oh, fab. There’s tingxie tmrw. And the best thing is; I haven’t studied. -.-‘ Better go look at it for a while now ._.’

I really really feel like ponning school tmrw ): Still sick. ._.’ But mum doesn’t allow lol! D: < Sad.

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Well; anw I’ve actually deviated from the main point of this post, ’cause of the bio thingy ): Lol.

Today’s the weirdest day ever. Or rather yesterday. So yes, I declare 10 August 2010 to be the weirdest day ever ._.’ And I thank God for today too. And not sure whether it’s a good or bad thing. I’m more inclined towards the good side though x]

Yup, from waking up at 11am. Happy at first; but then really sad, disappointed and frustrated, cause certain stuff happened, family too, I guess, hence the facebook status >< But thanks to all those peepz who commented. Those words did help me. Felt better.

Thanks to James :]  He cheered me up with those sms-es. (:

Weird stuff happened today. Really weird stuff. I don’t really know how to put it into words. And I don’t particularly want to put it into words too. Hmm, not making sense. Can’t blame me. It’s 2.25am now ugh.

But I guess I’m glad that everything’s alright. That I can actually go to sleep, with peace and joy, (‘cept for the thought of hw and tests. -.-) that everything seems to be alright, for now.

For once. For once. For once.

And for that, I thank God. :]

And I thank; you too. (: Even if that person may not know that I’m actually talking about him/her.

Night. (:

P.S. @2.35am. I suddenly realised that my recent posts seem to be increasing in length ): Like last post was 600++ words. This post is nearing 750 words zomg ._.’ is that good or bad? ):