Posts Tagged ‘ Happy ’

Happiness; life ain’t perfect, but today has pretty much come darn close to it. :) Tuition; camwhoring; ice kacang; talks; ghosts and whatnot :D ♥

@10.03pm.

Hehe haiiiiiii ^^ :D

Must be surprising huh. :) ‘Cuz I rarely have such high and happy moments. :D So I’m abandoning my chinese RGS paper for now and typing this out :x Just hope I don’t crash down later again. :)

I made my subject combination choice alr. My own choice. :) And my parents are pretty okay with it. So everyone’s happy hehe. :D

Yupz. :) Couldn’t go with tuition peepz to get Ms Ho’s prezzie today. :( But yeah, I woke up around 9.30, so it was prolly too late to travel all the way to bukit batok. Need around 1 and a half hours to get there. :/

Wait, side note here: Yknow its kind of shocking that people actually read this >< :/ Damn. :( LOL.

K back to today. :) Today’s tuition was fun ^^ :D I’ll miss Ms Ho’s teachings. :( She’s a really really good and patient teacher and her lessons are uber fun and entertaining plus enriching. <3 Lol, and we received like uh… (let me go count…) OMG 19 papers o.o Woah. :o Didn’t know there were that many. >< Lalaaaaa JC is gotta be fun. :x Yup, but anw guess I’m glad to be staying on at bukit gombak then, and not be moving to jurong east heh. :) I’ve grown close to my tuition mates, although we don’t talk much. :)

Last day of school was awesome. :D Change of plans and a lil’ miscommunication but things turned out fine. Camwhored a lot ^^ Evidence from my profile pic and the dramatic increase of photos from 62 to almost a 100. HAHA. (Y) :D Credits to yenlin, her cam and her editing skills :) And to Peisze, Jess, Yenlin for being  there to camwhore and do stuff tgt. :)

Hehe ice kachang ftw :) <3 It makes me a happy girl. <: C:

Talks with someone over msn about subject combinations, results and all that stuff opened my mind more, I guess. :) Follow your heart, peepz, follow your heart. :) Thanks Ben. :]

And hehe oh one more thing, thanks for the game too LOL. The ghost game :D I KILLED 6 PEOPLE. :D LOL. :x :( In the game, I meant! And rather fun to see those peepz screaming their lungs out :o Oopsss. HAHA. I’m gotta play again laterrrrrrrrr. ADDICTED OMG >_> Provided that my parents don’t look at the lappy screen (lappy’s in the living room bleh.) :( DANGEROUS.

Hmm I think I need to do a post marking the end of junior high >< Forgot… ._. -thinks- Later bah. If I’ve time :x

Btw I think my fb dp is :D :D HAHA. FLYING / HOVERING (Y) And Jess and Peisze look so cute in their couple pic omg <3 <3 Love ttm. :D

Thanks Steph too :D For your words. :) <3 Jiayou for everything :D

Ooh 444 words! -.- K ending this now. :)

I’m still debating what cca to take -_- GG. :( I hate the short deadlines bleh.

Last but not least, thankyou God for everything. :) For helping everything to go smoothly and for giving me so many amazing people in my life. <3 Can’t ever live without ’em, me thinks. :D <3 ♥ Y’all really mean a lot to me. So jiayou and take care k. :]

Au revoir :D

Weirdest day ever.

P.S. I suggest you skip the top part which is filled with rantings ’bout the bio assgt and skip right to the 2nd part and the real point of this post below the line. (:

This sucks. I’ve no mood to do bio; brain’s not cooperating. Can’t think of what to write. And everything is thrown to me. (Y) @12.34am.

Screw bio. (: 2am (Y)  And most of  the credit goes to Zijun; sadly. For screwing up my entire night; and depriving me of sleep. Though she said she had a swollen ankle and had english oral tmrw… it’s no excuse to dump almost everything to me right.

So in the end; I did the points for the flowchart; zijun drew up the flowchart on powerpoint. The 2nd part, she did a bit, the rest she doesn’t know how to phrase; and ta-da. In the end; I ended up editing and typing out the entire thing again; ’cause some of her info weren’t relevant.

Third part; did the entire thing. And now just saw the f-ing rubrics; nice time really. Have to include the freaking learning points; so here I am, still doing. (Y)

Really really awesome. I love people like these. I wish I could be one of those people and feel no guilt whatsoever; or for once, don’t do do anything and dump everything on others.

I was really tempted though, I must admit. To just give up on this freaking bio reflection and just hand it in, incomplete. Too bad, I need the bio marks. Nice. These people will survive really well in the outside world. Seriously.

Sigh; sorry ): I’m just really pissed; frustrated; and bloody EXHAUSTED. Ffffffffffffffff.

And yknow me. I seldom use such profanity, to be honest. (At least I didn’t type the entire word out -.-‘) ‘Cept when I’m up to my limit. And I think I’ve reached and flown beyond my limit. It’s time to find a new partner. Or at least I’ll try. Well, thank goodness I’m not going to be doing the geog proj with her then. I’ll smash everything literally. And everything will go up in flames; aka destroyed.

Yea; I’m getting more and more pissed. Oops. Not a good thing; definitely. Mhmm. If I ever do explode in real life, well, I hope I don’t do that anytime soon. >< I think I haven’t really exploded before in real life xP Or shown people my fiery side. Except my family. :X Ah well. Hope it really doesn’t happen ._.’ Or not idk… 后果不堪设想 ):

Damn it. I still need to pack my bag x.x And tmrw’s going to be disastrous. ): Chem test on thurs. Physics reflection, LA essay due on thurs. Haven’t done both. And oh, fab. There’s tingxie tmrw. And the best thing is; I haven’t studied. -.-‘ Better go look at it for a while now ._.’

I really really feel like ponning school tmrw ): Still sick. ._.’ But mum doesn’t allow lol! D: < Sad.

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Well; anw I’ve actually deviated from the main point of this post, ’cause of the bio thingy ): Lol.

Today’s the weirdest day ever. Or rather yesterday. So yes, I declare 10 August 2010 to be the weirdest day ever ._.’ And I thank God for today too. And not sure whether it’s a good or bad thing. I’m more inclined towards the good side though x]

Yup, from waking up at 11am. Happy at first; but then really sad, disappointed and frustrated, cause certain stuff happened, family too, I guess, hence the facebook status >< But thanks to all those peepz who commented. Those words did help me. Felt better.

Thanks to James :]  He cheered me up with those sms-es. (:

Weird stuff happened today. Really weird stuff. I don’t really know how to put it into words. And I don’t particularly want to put it into words too. Hmm, not making sense. Can’t blame me. It’s 2.25am now ugh.

But I guess I’m glad that everything’s alright. That I can actually go to sleep, with peace and joy, (‘cept for the thought of hw and tests. -.-) that everything seems to be alright, for now.

For once. For once. For once.

And for that, I thank God. :]

And I thank; you too. (: Even if that person may not know that I’m actually talking about him/her.

Night. (:

P.S. @2.35am. I suddenly realised that my recent posts seem to be increasing in length ): Like last post was 600++ words. This post is nearing 750 words zomg ._.’ is that good or bad? ):

:) ♥

HIII :D Must be a refreshing post after all those emo-nemo posts below ><

Heh. Anw, school was kind of horrible + lonely… :( Kimberly didn’t come today D: Get well soon!! (:

Was sneezing non-stop .__.’ And answered Mr Lee’s question with an answer that didn’t make much sense :( :(

After that, took a little detour to Parkway and to KOI!!!! :D LOL. Heard of it many times… but didn’t get the chance to try it (: Tried for the first time today ^^ With Shuqi :D Then practised or rather stared at some DC circuits questions on the long bus ride home. ;D

Took the normal milk teaaaaaa with mini pearls and 50% sugar. I’m determined to try the ice cream milk tea next time :D :D

Nananannaaaaaa. I’m happy. :] And I hope it stays that way for a while please. Heh. xP x]

P.S. I’m falling more and more in love with milk tea. (: ♥♥♥ LOL. x]

P.P.S. Just saw this on facebook. Someone’s status:

“Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about & they don’t realise it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much. But you can’t say anything, cos people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off & hide the pain you feel inside.”

It’s really true though. Mmm.

When the first tear drops.

I don’t know what is happening.

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you’ve lost your fight

I’ve lost sense of what is happening. I don’t know why I feel like this again.

Maybe my sister’s results affected me, instead of her. Or maybe, I’m just too tired again. Of everything.

It’s stopped raining. Although it was raining just now super heavily around 1pm-3pm.

Ironically, this storm is different. I went down early to fetch my sis, ‘cuz I couldn’t take the atmosphere in my house anymore. Her bus normally comes around 2.20pm. I left home around 1.50pm.

I don’t know why I did that just now. But I just stood in the lift area near the railing there. Just admiring the storm. Thunder booms, lightning flashes, the rain pours down. It became heavier by the minute.

I just stood there. Not moving one inch. Icy needles were pelting in and on me but oddly enough, they were soothing. The cold wind was blowing all around lol. It was so surreal, I couldn’t seem to take my eyes off it LOL. Admired it for around 10 mins :O

It was heavier when I got down. Watching the rain pelt down was mesmerising, surprisingly ;D Or maybe I haven’t taken the time to admire a storm before.

It seemed as if nature was crying with me. But again ironically, I didn’t shed any tears. Not even one. I felt more free, and happy even :D It’s amazing how admiring the rain can change your mood. And finally, I can laugh and smile again. HAHA :D

Started singing along to all the songs in my head suddenly heh (^^,) E.g., This is Me by Camp Rock, I Gotta Go my own way, So you Would Come <3 :D

Lol, amazing ;D Listening to nature's song and admiring its beauty.

Btw check out this song: GO GOOGLE IT! :D Stand by Rascal Flatts. :D Amazing song ;D

Stand by Rascal Flatts lyrics

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you’ve lost your fight
But you’ll be alright, you’ll be alright

[Chorus:]
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you’re made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you’ve had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
Life’s like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you’re given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

[Repeat Chorus]
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you’re made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you’ve had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
Life’s like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you’re given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

Everytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place
Oh

[Repeat Chorus]
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you’re made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you’ve had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
Life’s like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you’re given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

Haha. I feel happier after writing this. Or rather, typing this :D LOL.

Sorry jess for acting so weirdly on msn now .___. HAHA.

ciaooooooooo~

Everything’s alright, for now :)

HI PEEPZ :D

Haha, everything’s alright, for now ;D *relieved* LOL.

Yay. Tmrw going back to sch with PeiSze to buy books! :D Heard from jess that she made two trips ‘cuz all of them were too heavy ._____. Hmm. Lol, and I still have to buy exercise books+pens+notebooks+uniform aww D: HAHA.

I don’t want to buyyyy the uniform again, I mean. But then Mum said that it’s too old -.- And I didn’t buy last year or sth. Ugh.

Anw, am happy with my progress in MH! (Mousehunt). Today’s a lucky day for me! 8) Turned master a few hours ago! Just before downtime which is in around 7 hours aww :( Which is gotta be around 11pm here later .___. Oh well, shall read fictionpress fics to fill up my time. And sleep earlyyy. At least, most of the maintenance time will be in my sleeping time heh! :D And when I went GGT (Great Gnarled Tree), my first catch was a fairy mouse with the map of the lagoon! :D But lagoon can only be accessed by grandmasters pfft :/

Sooooo went to mountain and then caught a ninja with swiss :D Carrying a map of the laboratory, so now I’m happily hunting in the lab! :)

Oops, ignore that rant. If you’re not well-versed in MH lingo ;D Will post some screenshots laterrrrrr ;D Aww, sorry no pics D: They’re all in BMP format, not allowed by wordpress :(

LALAAAAA! Thenn after buying books, either going to either tamp. or pasir ris malls. :D I need to get prezziesssss! (L) Okayyyy, I think that’s all for now. HAHAHA. I just sounded the hunter’s horn!

5:36pm
I sounded the Hunter’s Horn.
I was successful in my hunt! I caught a 5 oz. Mutated White mouse from the Laboratory worth 246 points and 480 gold.

ciaooooooooo~

My tear ducts have run out of tears. Okay, maybe not. They always seem to not run out of tears heh. Is that good or bad?