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September.

@11pm.

As promised. I’ll post on the 1st day every month. ‘Cept maybe for next month; eoys ._.

I haven’t finished my work. Still have jianbao and LA etc etc, but I’ve to get this out. Don’t read it; if you don’t want to see emo stuff. It’s going to be rather emo >< On 2nd thought; probably mainly reflective.

Yea, threats again. Didn’t feel scared surprisingly; think I’ve gotten used to it. Not sure whether that’s a good or a bad thing.

I don’t know whether I will make sense. Or maybe I’m just in this kind of numb/nonchalant/weird mood right now. No idea but…

I think I’m not afraid to die.

Surprising thought for me; considering how I thought about death before; and was rather scared/afraid of death; and that I’ll miss everyone, and have lots of regrets and stuff.

Yknow when that thought popped into my head randomly around 3 mins ago, I was rather shocked @ myself lol.

I’m no longer afraid of death. Or maybe I’m no longer THAT afraid of death. Or dying and leaving this world and everything behind.

For goodness’ sake, I’m not feeling suicidal or anything. Don’t be like James on fb, telling me not to jump or sth. >< I’m not that dumb to give up life like that; though sometimes I admit it’s rather tempting. But I won’t. ==

‘Cuz there are still people I can’t seem to let go of. Family; bffs; friends; and friends that I’ve gotten really close to now. Yea, all of them. (:

So I won’t ever do that. -.-

Well, anyway, as I was saying, it just feels weird. Idk. o_O maybe I’ll wake up tmrw or look back after I wrote this post and wonder what the hell I was thinking and posting this post ’bout not afraid of death. ;O

I’ve no idea whether it’s good or bad… But I guess if I was to go now; I won’t be that scared. Because I know that I’ve kind of learnt lots from life, though it’s really hard at times. And made lots of friends… and know who my true friends were, etc.

But I think I may still have some regrets; and miss lots of people, of course. ):

I’ve a feeling that this is brought about by that msn convo on death/ending of the world etc etc with Ben. BEN, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, IS IT? o_o I’ve no idea, to be honest. o_O This thought just suddenly came; and I just had to write.  As usual. (:

Weird huh. Really weird. But whatever hehe. :D

Anw, this month is eventful, I guess. I don’t really want this year to end though, sad and pathetic and busy as it sounds, this year made me realise too much stuff and so many changes in this year, when I thought that there couldn’t be much changes this year. Life’s surprising huh. :X

Indeed.

Almost 500 words. Oops, haven’t posted such a long/reflective post in ages, I think. Heh. ><

And thankyou to all the people who have stuck by with me throughout. (: You don’t know how much certain people mean to me lol. They may never know too, but they are. (: If you are reading this; then I think you definitely are.

And thankyou so much, God. (:

Oops exceeded 500 words and I should really go continue my jianbao due tmrw now. Sucks manzxzx. ;(

Lets add 1000 words to the post, aye? (; Ohwait, I changed my mind. How about 3000 words? -grins- 8D And oh credits to tumblr for all these lovely pics. (: <3

And 15 mins to type this 600+ words post. And 5 mins for the uploading of pics ._.

Random but #nowplaying – Backstreet Boys – This Is Us. :D And I do feel much better after this post; hehe 想开一点点；看开一点点! And oh why the heck are my eyelids twitching like crazyyy. ==

Anw take care; au revoir :D

:D

/edit @2.40am.

I caught my 1st dragon :D And that kinda made my night/morning. (: -yawns-

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09/01
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Reflective;

LOL hai. Or rather mornin’ (: It’s 1.15am after all…

Yeah birthday post not done; not sure when it’ll be up or whether it’ll ever be up xP But I bet no one will care anw. :D

#nowplaying 周杰伦 – 听妈妈的话 <3 I love the chorus; hehe, being the only one up ftw~ Singing along with the chorus heh.

Amazingly, I’m not sleepy. But I’ll be a good girl and listen to someone -coughs- and go to sleep soon.

Anw, some thoughts hehe. I’m feeling rather creeped out. ;O My blog stats just shot up uh, yesterday or rather today too. 41 hits!? It used to only get max 10 hits per day… What the hell happened? o_o Mhmm. Just weird, I guess. LOL. 2.6k hits now.

Sigh. School again in 4 hours 40 mins~ Time’s ticking by, it’s getting closer; and I haven’t started anything yet. (Y)

Dear God, help me to focus and be able to start faster please ;O Start somewhere this weekend or sth. This week’s too busy ><

Thank God for small mercies though. (: Bio prac reduced to inheritance only.

Though math and chem still have a lot…

Not to mention geog, which I’ve no idea what Mr Lee’s talking about. ==

Life’s life. Next time when I look back, I guess I’ll miss school a lot. And all the friendships and craziness of school, though it seems hard now.

I hope things won’t change that much; and that lots of friendships will still remain intact. I’ll make sure they do, rest assured. xP Well, or at least I try my best… it can’t only be me trying all the time, it involves the other party too. x]

And I’m so glad for someone that has been making me smile these few days. :] It doesn’t matter if that person doesn’t know that I’m talking ’bout him or not. Just… Grazie. (:

And for bffs too. (:

Y’all mean the world to me. <3 :] Even if sometimes, I don’t mean as much to y’all.

Family stuff okay for now. ;o Everyone’s snoring in the room, deeply asleep hehe! :X

End of this post, I guess. Shorter nowadays, it means its good. (: Hehe.

Night! Or mornin’! (: Hehe, the kitten’s cute, aye? x]

Au revoir. :]

2010
08/23
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One of the reasons that has kept me holding on.

@3.57pm

Sigh; exhausted. Math tuition went surprisingly okay today.

Locked out of the house. Knocked on the door 10 times super loudly ._. But mum and sis said they didn’t hear anything. :/ Weird much. And I checked that it was the correct unit ;O Mmm. Forgot to take keys :/

Ah well. Mixed emotions though, now. :/ Not really sure. But maybe ’cause of the fact that something really weird/startling/??? happened in tuition. Not really sure what to use to describe it.

Mmm. I’m gotta add 1000 words to this post now :D I know, I’m psychic; can do magic; and ish awesome. Lol, ego much. Jk.

But you have to admit that this pic is uber cuteeee <3 ♥♥♥

Hehe ℒℴvℯ the cutey kittens :D ♥

Just like friends. Helping one another. And always being there for you.

ciao~

Current song playing on WLP: 至少還有你 – 林憶蓮

End: 4.04pm. o.o 7 mins to type this hehe ^^

2010
08/14
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August.♥

Hai. (: Tradition to do a start of the month post everytime, so here I am again.

I’m trying hard not to cry… Blame it on the song I’m listening .______.’ Haven’t listened to it for so long. Angels brought me here – Guy Sebastian (Y) Awesomest song ever <3

Sigh. The month of July… I guess it passed too fast, as all months do. Closer and closer to EOYs and closer to the end of junior high. Funny how time flies. I still can remember… when I was Year 1 and coming to DHS. College, then uni, then work. Sad thing is, I don’t wanna grow up so fast. :/

Oh wellz. What am I supposed to be talking about ._.’ Ah. About the month of July >< I can’t remember much tbh. >< It was just one week after one week of school and tests. :/ Owait, not really.

Thankyou God♥♥, for helping me through everything as always. (: I don’t have to elaborate.

Thankyou to 4J, to all those who helped me and comforted me when I was down (: And also shuqi, xiaojun, zijun, shihui for being an awesome bunch :D

Thankyou bffs <3 I don’t know what I’ll do without y’all :(
Dajie, Jess <3 and Erjie, Peisze :D ♥

Thankyou Mum, Dad, Annabel. ♥ Sigh, please help everything be okay soon.

Thankyou Ben, for keeping me somewhat sane o_o And for helping me with homework heh. :] x] Though I doubt you’ll see this but yup (:

Thankyou to whoever who invented bubble tea. AND KOI ♥ Lol. One of the simple pleasures in life these days.

Thankyou everyone who has helped me in one way or another (:

Thankyou Jer, Nic too (:

Thankyou to all those who treated me as an emotional trashcan too. (: I guess… it has kind of made me more patient? o.o Idk. LOL.

And thanks life too (Y) Though you were really really hard to get through at times, and I’ve lost count of the number of times I wanted to give up. Still. I guess I’ve.. mmm.

As I said before,

“Often the hardest times are the most memorable times. And the times where you realise who your true friends are and how strong you can be. And you’ll grow and learn from it. :) Learn how to be strong in the face of adversity. Realise which are the ones always by your side.” :D

Heh yeah. (: One more thing:

“Walls. Facades. Built around themselves. Not to let anyone know their secrets. But not everyone uses them to keep people out. Sometimes the purpose of building those walls may be just to find the one who’s willing to spend the time getting through them.”

Mmm. ^ xP It’s really true though…

Really looking forward to church tmrw. Finally. (:

And for August. 19 days after today -coughs- is -coughsomeone’sbirthdaycoughs- don’t forget (:

I didn’t say anything 8D *innocent angelic smile*

Hope August will be better and don’t pass so fast. EOYs are fast approaching and I’m definitely not ready for them.

ciaoooooo~ (:

P.S. After I edited and read it again o_o I realised that it’s 500+ words ;O Heh. And the most amt of tags in this post :X

@1 August 2010, 1.30AM.

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Choices. Free will. Consequences.

I’m tired. Don’t have too high hopes on me. I’m afraid all of you will be disappointed. And you will.

I can only say one thing: Sometimes, I wish I wasn’t born in Singapore, or even go to DHS. I’m not up to it Lol, to be honest. No offence to both S’pore and DHS. o_o

Yeah, Singapore’s safe, has good education, high tech and all those stuff. But pause for a moment and look closely. Which person is truly happy and can face everything with a smile? Maybe, there are some still, but they’re rather rare. Everyday, when taking the bus or MRT etc, I see people who look exhausted, either after work or school; and all those people look like they need a break, but they can’t get it. Pace of life too fast. Mmm. Heh, maybe sometimes I see the negative side… but I’m sure that there’ll be several good sides too… Just random thoughts spilling out as usual.

Fortunately, (or unfortunately), I think I’ll choose the former; what has happened in life, has happened. God somehow brought me into this world, put me into sunny warm Singapore, into Kinderland, into an all-girls Catholic school (CHIJ) :D, and now DHS. Heh. But I did pray, and in the end… still somehow, I went into DHS, instead of AHS.

Ah well. Life’s just life. (o_o somehow became part of my motto/pet phrase lol.)

Lalala~ I feel better (: Seeeeee, writing ish my form of therapy :D

We are all seemingly insignificant, tiny specks of dust. But yet, God makes us feel significant. He loves all of us, regardless of our imperfections.♥

Yea. (: Choices, free will, consequences. Nanananaaaaa~

LOL .___.”

Heh. If you’ve really read this post and understood at least 75% of it, I commend you. Still need to find all those missing worksheets and refile… meh. And maybe time for sleep, before my overactive brain goes on overdrive again -__- Not like it hasn’t, actually.

Au revoir~ (:

P.S. I’m wondering if people do really read all this o_o It’s actually rather… mmm. Weird? :/ Idk heh. Anw, do leave a comment if you can. :D xP x]

@ 12.51AM.

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07/27
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Can’t Help Falling In Love.

Lol. Feeling better. I feel rather accomplished heh (:

Sigh. Lol, gist of today or rather yesterday now (Friday), emo-ed ._. Through lunch. Wrote a 3 page letter to myself during the whole lunch period >< But my heart felt really really light when I finished. It rained for a short while, but then stopped too (:

No one can ever see this letter… Well, depends anyway. Mmm, an excerpt from that letter I wrote (From the last page, I think) :

Well, I feel much much better now. (: The 5 mins shower of rain has stopped too. (: The sun has come out. The skies are blue once more.

When you are down, always remember how lucky you are. Remember what you have, not what you don’t have.

Sometimes in life, you’ll experience the sad and happy moments.

But if you don’t have any sad moments,
how will you become stronger?
how will you appreciate the happy moments?
how will you realise that what you have is precious?

Heh yeah. That’s around the last part. :D Lol. Ah well, at least writing’s still my form of therapy. (: I will read this letter when I’m sad or whenever. :D

And yeah I found the money I THOUGHT I lost a year ago in the back pocket of my bag heh ;D Awesome <3 I don’t need to save up so much anymore (:

Lol, a short heart-to-heart talk with XiaoJun. Was rather thought-provoking. (: Just had another one with Nicholas. Lol. Though it was more ’bout grades, etc etc. But yeah ._.’ I don’t want to think ’bout my grades now. I’ll take each day as it comes. Or rather each test/pop quiz/assignment as it comes :S

Thanks to my mum (: For fetching me from school. :D LOL. Caught up a bit on sleep in the car. I should sleep now o.o 1.03am. Okayokay soon.

The movie we watched today in LA lecture today was rather creepy. Minority Report (movie in 2002, I think.) Summary of film is here: Minority Report Plot Summary.

Haha yup. Really creepy. You can’t predict the future. There may always be changes at the last moment. And nothing on Earth is perfect. Everything has its flaws, except God <3

Mmm. Still listening to Can’t Help Falling In Love – A Teens. Has been on repeat since 6pm+? Heh. :D Go listen! It’s awesome :D Download of MP3’s link here: Can’t Help Falling In Love.

Life’s just life. Yes, it is. (:

And in the peaceful silence.
I can glimpse a sliver of hope.
That maybe everything will be alright after all.

Thanks Ben for the help. :D (Though I don’t think you’ll read this xP)

Night. Au revoirrrrr~

P.S. 423 words o.o Heh let’s make it 432! :D

2010
07/24
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Life. :)

HIIIIIII :D I just realised I haven’t posted a proper post in months. Actually weeks. Well, got tired of the last post staring at me and yeah I just felt I had to post today :D

Anyway, have to rush this post in 15 mins >< Got to go soonnnnnn .___. But will be back around 10+ ;P

Okay, I thought about part of this post while I was in church. So here goes that part:
I was reading my past messages, drafts and whatnot about ramblings about life last year and this year, etc. And this suddenly struck me, when I was waiting for mass to start. ;D

When I look back next time, will I ever think about how I don't give some things my all sometimes, and live my life as a better person?

When I start working, will I start to miss school, all the crazy homework loads and tests, compared to working assignments and deadlines? I think I will miss it actually. I'll miss the crazy times with my class, getting high with my bffs and friends <3 I will miss laughing with them, eating fish and chips + drinking grape juice with nata in the canteen <3 Will miss obsessing over little things and over trivial stuff ;d

And one major thought here: Will I still use facebook? Play mousehunt and chat happily with the mh chat peeps? Or talk with altor and crypt in my channel?

Everything may change. But I hope that the child in me, the innocence, and the ability to be thankful for everything, won't ever change. I'll try my best to LIVE everday, be thankful, and keep in contact with all my friends in chat and RL :D

DONE ;d And I’ve to go now sadly. Will edit this post later. I’ve lots moreeeeeee to say!!!

ciaooooooooooo~ (for now)

/edit @ 1:21AM

LOL. Just saw a baby ant just now, across my computer screen. Sigh. :/ Listening to Vanilla Twilight by Owl City♥ Sometimes, I think I overthink too much. Ah wellll, it’s true. ;P Mmm. Maybe I should just worry about today. (Matthew 6:34- Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.) :D Yeah, I shall try my best to do that :)

Well, haven’t said all my stuff to be thankful for so long, that I’ve forgotten which day it is :/ *checks back* Today is Day 5, though it’s supposed to be further :/ LOL.

Okayyy here goes: Thankful for everyone :D That have helped me and comforted/encouraged/taught me so far. :d Or just talking. It does help. :)

Actually I do wonder what I’m going to be in the future. I still have no idea what I want to be. Sad huh? :/ From kindergarten to secondary 1, I’ve always wanted to be a teacher. But it suddenly changed one day. Now I’m unsure lol. ;d Shan’t worry too much. Sometimes, I have many things unsaid, deep down inside. It’s hard but I’m already used to it. :X Not too good though, to bottle everything up. ;d So writing is an outlet for me actually. :D (Side note: If My Heart was A house♥)

LOL. I just realised I found something random. My history empathy poem project, with PeiSze, Dawn Eileen, in Secondary 2. Though I wrote the whole poem :O But then they did present it brilliantly :D And we scored 16/20 for that. ;P First success of a poem, especially for history :D

It was from the POV of an Australian POW though. Sigh .____. The Death March to be precise.

Here’s my poem, presenting:

THE DEATH MARCH
From the point of view of William Fancourt Giffard Armit, an Australian prisoner of war

Freedom seemed surreal,
out of reach —- no hope.
Terrified with what we would face,
seized with a longing for death,
to set us free from this cruel reality.

We listened to empty promises,
looked forward to a land of milk and honey,
a place of freedom, of equality.
a journey to an unknown place,
a chance to start anew.

Harsh conditions awaited us,
greeted by brutality, graves and gloom,
terrified and distraught, we marched on,
yet a tiny sliver of hope remained,
little did we realise,
our requisite stretch in hell had just begun.

Our comrades were collapsing by the day,
the atmosphere filled with the stench of death,
wondered how long our fortune would last,
before we join them in heaven soon.

Day passed excruciatingly slow,
night could not come fast enough,
oil lamps kept burning round the clock,
tedious labour, exhausting work.

Overcrowded, diseased, far from civilisation,
laden, fevered, starved,
we yearned for fresh air, our loved ones,
barely clothed, tortured and beaten,
our bodies broken beyond belief,
our will to live was shattered by our grief.

Growing weaker by the minute,
closer to freedom day by day,
holding on to the last remnants of sanity,
allow it to slowly slip away.
Rest for a while,
Let go. Relief at last. I fell.
Closed my eyes and knew no more.

-END-

When I look back sometimes, I’m surprised at the way I write or at the fact that I can write such a thing. So looking back at all my past posts and writings, they are really thought-provoking for me, and remind me that nothing is impossible. :D

Volere è potere. Where there’s a will, there’s a way.

Que Sera, Sera. Whatever will be, will be. Time to accept life as it is. :)

1:40 AM now :O HAHA. Ciaoooooooooo~ :D

P.S. From See your Daily Advice app on Facebook: take time to think and be thankful. :D I JUST REALISED THIS IS AN ULTRA LONG POST OMG!! ALMOST BEAT THE thankful for 2009 post. LOL. This is almost a thousand words \m/ to compensate for the lack of posts, I guess :D

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02/20
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Things to be thankful for, in 2009 :D (aka The Curtain Call for 2009)

HIIIIIII :D Seems like that post I promised didn’t come after all. Oops :O

Anyway, it’s real late now, or rather early. It’s 2:47am, 31st Dec 2009 :D Yea, I know. My body clock’s kinda screwed up nowadays pfft :/ 4 days more to sch :( Ohh and mainly, coz I’m scanning the com for viruses (too long never scan alr) and MouseHunt! :D (Like duh~) :D

Hmm, my main point of this post, however, is to write about the things I’m thankful for 2009 :D First time really writing a post on this LOL :D

2009 has been a rather life-changing year for me (: Well, I ain’t that sure why either. But it just feels like I’ve changed a lot. Know more things now, made more friends, grew stronger, and somehow managed to survive 2009 :D

I’m thankful for God, who always stayed by me and gave me strength, whenever I’m weak :D Thank you God for also giving me the wonderful experience of Confirmation, the Retreat, the special gift on Christmas Day. Thankful for my Catechism class friends. Been together for 9 years :D Am sad to part with them now, but I hope we’ll be able to meet up again :D

Thankful for my family, my Mum who always nagged me to do my work, yet encouraged me when I felt down or when I failed pop quizzes and certain tests :) My Dad who always bought my sis and I all the things we wanted, gave us little treats like Smarties Ice-cream, downloaded all the handphone games for us 8) My younger Sis, who made me laugh, though we argue sometimes :P Thankyou for helping me take things when I don’t feel like taking them, poking me and also irritating me :D

Thankful for my BFFs :D PeiSze, Jessica, Steph, Yueqi, Yenlin, etc :D For being with me, going out, writing and listening to whatever I had to say ;P And also new/old friends that I’ve grown closer to, e.g. Zijun, Sha, Mingwei, Junyi, Shuqi, Sitong, etc :D Thankful for my new class, with which I’m able to make so many new friends, experience the troubling and happy times of Year 3 stuff together :) Thankful for my chinese tuition mates, :D Will surely miss them and my chinese tuition centre, since I have enrolled in there since 4 years old, yknow!!! 11 years in my chinese tuition centre, how time flies :D Love how we can laugh and joke, even in serious situations. All the sick things we come up with. Tsktsk! And how we can laugh non-stop everytime. And the way we do our work in class :D Compare answers here and there, so if one question wrong, almost everyone wrong HAHA :D ♥

Thankful for school even, it has made my life exciting, never a dull moment :D Though there are really lots of homework and assignments and tests D:

Thankful for facebook, which allowed me to connect with my old friends and new friends alike :D All the fun games :D And for knowing new people from dhs, e.g. J, the other Isabel, etc :D

Also, I’m sooooooooo thankful for Mousehunt.Though it robbed me of sleep and made me procrastinate mostly :D Even though many people say this game is a boring one, I don’t really think so. Each to his/her own, I guess 8) But through MouseHunt, I’ve met new people, bonded through the game ;D Learned the importance of gold, etc. How hard it is to earn it, and to have better saving habits surprisingly :D

And the Christmas Day gift that God gave me (I didn’t expect it!!) I don’t know why or what or how it happened. But I decided to log into Mousehunt chat that day :D Second time though. And I’m so thankful for it :D Made many new friends in other parts of the world, found out that many SINGAPOREANS play Mousehunt!! And even met a dhs senior inside LOL!! :D Yup, thankful for all the friends that helped me in MH :D When I was a little novice, or grandmaster :D (Though they probably wouldn’t see this) But anyway, thanks Calvin for the X’mas gift :D (1.3 mil *faints* and allowed me to get the Chrome Drillbot trap!!) And Nelly for helping me when I was a novice!! :D And thankful for MH chat friends, which I’ve grown close to! :D James aka Altor, Joseph aka Jos, Joey, Derek aka Wheeeeeee etc :D And all the wonderful people in the chat, e.g. Sharma, Aby, Pep, Vamp, Sammie, Luke, DR, Baki, Killer, Erratum, etc :D

♥♥♥ them all to bits!! :D (Side note: oops, that’s quite a big para about MouseHunt there. Sorry, I tend to ramble lots about MouseHunt.)

Ooh, it’s 3:12AM now :D 25 mins to type a post of 900 words :D HAHA. Longest post ever, typed in the shortest time!! :D So this shall commerorate the end of 2009 anyway :D

In short, though there are both ups and downs in 2009, I’m thankful for everything, because it has made me stronger, though I shed a great many tears. Learnt more, Gained more experience and learnt the true value of many things :D

P.S. Will add more stuff, if I suddenly rmb more stuff :D

ciaooooooooooo~ :D

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12/31
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Innocence, joy, happiness and memories are gifts. Cherish them [:

LOL. 3rd or 4th post for the day? I have no life x.x

Missing people.

Today just feels like any normal day but I don’t think it is. Like just now when I was sitting in the hairdresser salon. (HAHA. I JUST GOOGLED THE TITLE :D) “Shower Me with Your Love” was playing in the background. Is it an oldie? HAHA.

Sigh. I don’t know why. That song just stirred something in me. And I started thinking of the people that I’ve met during the past three years. Just thinking of my encounters with them. Thinking how naive I was. How headstrong and determined last time, to get the things I want.

I seem to have lost my drive now. I feel like a robot even after eoys. Does anyone feel the same? It’s like your life during and before eoys was just: wake up, mug, eat of course and sleep. And then after eoys, for some people, it seems boring and they have nothing interesting to do anymore -hinthint- -coughjessicacough-

Yeah. There’s that. While that song was playing though, I was thinking about a particular person. I don’t know why. I think of D a lot last time, met D in secondary 1 or 2? Yea, in the choir. Coz my parents were singing in the choir at that time. So, me and my sis just tagged along. The whole choir was made up of many people for different ages LOL. D was the conductor. I guessed everyone liked D, coz D was just likeable that way HAHA.

Ugh. This is complicated. I want to try to piece it out nicely, but 1) I’m not exactly sure how to explain it. And 2) I keep wanted to type out the name of D and this can’t happen.

I guess everyone miss certain people always. There are some people that always stay in your memories, no matter how short the encounter. And it’s unforgettable. It’s like that particular memory of that person is deeply carved into the wall of your mind. At certain times, it will suddenly be pushed to the front and all the memories come flooding back.

I miss a lot of people now. My childhood friends, my pri school friends, beltrix. Even my fierce pri school teachers. Too many to list.

I wish that everything will be alright in my life. I wish that everything will be alright in the world. I wish there won’t be so many poor helpless people in the world.

I know I’m lucky to be living the life I live now. But sometimes maybe things seem easier if this society wasn’t so advanced. Prejudiced. Hate. Fear. Power. Money. Position.

Are these that important? Apparently, they are, for certain people.

I wonder if these thoughts and issues will ever stop clouding my mind and engulfing my happiness.

I just want to be happy. It’s that simple, yeah :D

Innocence, joy, happiness and memories are gifts. Cherish them [:

I’ve spoken too much. Oops O: HAHA. Sigh, that’s the problem. I can’t really talk much here now .___. Since it appears that I’m linked all over the place. It isn’t a bad thing but it’s uhh awkward and embarrassing if people read your thoughts. For me, sometimes O: LOL. Especially this post ugh.

Anyway, I think this post deserves a comment :D THIS IS LONG. 560 WORDS LEH 8)

COMMENT! :D

2009
10/22
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Musings

HIIIII :D Decided that I want to post again.

I know this is lag but wdv (-: Ahahah. Watching vids on youtube though I’m supposed to be doing hw :(

Lol, anw, yeah, Kanye West totally insulted Taylor Swift at the MTV video music awards. Personally, I’m a fan of Taylor Swift duh! and Idk who the heck is Kanye. LOL. Whatever. Laughing at all the vids now. Shall post some links laterrrrr. Taylor Swift gets defended by all her beloved fanssssss 8)

Heh. Shall go back to watch first k! And eat dinnerrrrr!

Back @ 7:20 pm ;D LOL. I just killed an ant running on my arm. Why so many ants? :(

Lalaaaaaa. Anw yeah. Links! :D

1) ACTUAL FOOTAGE- Taylor Swift gets Humiliated by Kanye “Gay Fish” West (Not so good quality! But at least it’s actual footage LOL. :D)
2) Kanye West vs Taylor Swift at the MTV Video Music Awards 2009 (Not a vid but then explanation and some comments that made me laugh. Censored words though ahahah)
3) Beyonce’s Personal Response to 2009 VMAs- Kanye & Taylor (Not beyonce. But impersonation ;D But then kind of like her response!)

Hehe doneeeeeeeeeeee! :D Anw, actually wanted to post about one more thing. but better get started or not today I sleep so late again :(

ciaoooooooooo~

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