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#remember when

HIIIIIIII.

Tsk. Something spoiled my mood but wdv. :( Shall rant out first and then post the happy post+pic spam laterrrr if I still have the mood too LOL.

Disclaimer: STOP READING HERE IF YOU DON’T WANT TO. THANKYOU. AND NO OFFENCE MEANT TO ANYONE. AM NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE TOO? JUST MY OWN THOUGHTS PLUS SOMETHING.

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Yknow what? It makes me sick and sad and angry and frustrated and worried and irritated… The list goes on.
When people can treat money as nothing.

Like literally nothing. It’s like someone can just spend hundreds of dollars on something and still want more and more. Or just dismiss the super ex item off as nothing.

Rahhh. I don’t know what to say LOL. The feeling’s just indescribable. Especially when sometimes, yeah, things go really wrong, messed-up and even screwed.

Okay, incoherency on the way. -starts- SO READ AT OWN RISK and perhaps your eyes too? O:

Sigh. Idon’tgetwhypeoplecanjustlivelifethewaytheyliveitnow, it’shardwhenthethingsthatarereallyneeded
arenotprovidedandstuffandjustyeah. Iknowthatlifeisalwaysunfair(likeduh!)andpeopleareblessedwithdifferentthings,
differentlifestylesofliving, butit’sjustsohardtowatch
andespeciallywhensomepeoplecan’tevenliveon
theamountofmoneytheysometimeswasteonnotsoneededstuff
andeverythingjustscrewsup. OkaysoI’mnottalkinganysensehere
andIbetnoonewillunderstandsoIshallstoprantinghere.

Poofffffffffff. Quite hard to type without any spacing LOL.

ANW -END OF COHERENCY-

Haha, okay at least I feel betterrrrr now -.- Wdv! :D Anwwww! Maybe shall postttttttt the pic spam laterrrrr :D

And a happier post definitely (If nothing affects it, that is :X) 8)

ciaoooooooooooo~

/edit @ 10.47PM

Rahhh. Life sucks still LMAO ._____. Wdv wdv wdv! >:[ I will still post LOL but laterrr :( which is in around 13 mins and an hour’s time.

2009
08/28
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Don’t judge.

HIIIIIIIII :D

HAHA. I know I’m not supposed to be posting now but wdv! :D Supposed to be doing math assgt oops O:

Sigh. Short post this time still. Feeling a little bit unwell :(

-start of thoughts-

Yeah, anw, I really think we shouldn’t judge others. No matter how bad, unkind, sarcastic, or how the person seems on the outside, there’s always a reason for it. It may be just a facade to hide what is underneath. To bury the hurt deep down. To put on a brave front. To want to appear strong in front of others. To try to recover from the pain from the past experiences. To heal from the betrayal of trust. To do your best to start anew.

The list is endless.

Deep down, everyone has a vulnerable side. Really. It’s just sometimes, others don’t understand what that particular person is going through, or just assume stuff and judge impulsively or just… It’s sad, sometimes, but true. You won’t ever understand anyone unless you stand in that person’s shoes one day and view all that person’s experiences, joy, sadness, pain, angst from his/ her own perspective.

So, please don’t judge. It’s hard, ’cause everyone has a certain bias and have certain criteria to determine a person’s character. But then, just try not to judge and make the wrong assumptions.

Because the judgement you make may be completely off the mark.

And sometimes, the littlest things that people don’t take much notice off can change a person’s life forever.

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Sorry for the so thoughtful, reflective and kind of emo post. In fact, these thoughts above will inspired by someone. HAHA. Yeap, couldn’t believe it when I first heard it too. LOL. Okayyyyy, mannnnn :( Math assgt!

Anw do commenttttt!

ciaoooooooooooo~

2009
08/25
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‘Nuff said. (Enough said.)

Sometimes I wonder about the coherency of myself. And life, as it is. Can’t anyone ever be happy?

2009
08/24
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Tired.

HI. Sigh. this shall be a vvv short post. Still have hw to complete :(

Sigh. Just vvv tired of everything. Tired of failing. It’s hard, when you really really really work hard & then you still get those results.

Yeah. Really. But then even now, you can’t really change anything except to look towards the future only.

P.S. I really have no idea why. I’m not looking forward to my birthday on thurs. Usually, every year, I would be super bouncy, excited and happy LOL. This year seems… Idk how to say. But then its weird. I’ve never felt like this before except now. Things change, I suppose. And maybe my perspective (for now only) on life has changed.

2009
08/18
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Sigh. Misled by the post, I suppose? I can’t blog in chinese now, no way. at least not now :(

Term paperrrrr is really getting on my nerves. No offence to those people who finished it and who are still doing it. Yea, just in case.

Well, in no mood to elaborate. Just feel like tearing the paper up. Throwing all my stuff against the wall. AND bang my head against the computer table. Not that I will injure myself though -.- And lots more. Some examples are: I feel like going to me and my sis’ room filled with soft toys. Have dozens of them, I tell you. And just throw them around, against the wall and everywhere. -imagining soft toys bouncing off the walls and flying around- :(

Lalaaaaaaaaa. I should probably be going back to it now. Bye.

2009
08/16
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Sigh. What’s done is done. :( First post filled with sad emoticons D:

HIIIIIIIIIIII :(

DISCLAIMER: Today’s going to be a short shortttttttttt post. OR MAYBE A LONG RANTING ONE UGH! D: But the main fact is: It’s going to be filled with sad emoticons all over :( because I’m feeling pissed+sadddddddddddd :( AND YEAH. ITS GOING TO BE MIXED ALL OVER WITH NONSENSE COZ IDK WHY NOW I’M NOT SO COHERENT ALREADY :( So stop here if you don’t feel like it. Thankyou.

Sighhhhhhhhh. Screw tests, yknow? ._. Physics. 25 mins for 4 pages. How the hell are we going to complete the test? -.- And mind you, all 4 pages were FILLED with questions. Rahhhhh. Sucks manzxzx D:

Last time, the test was half an hour+only 3 pages. It was still quite rushed but manageable. Sucksssssss! They didn’t test much on what we learnttttt :(

Okayyyy. Except for the definitions parttttttt. But then still ._. Ugh. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. :( Chinese test manageable but still superrrrrrrrr long :(

So much to writeeeeeeeeeeee ._. Sigh. So many things to do as usual. This week more so!

I’m so NOT looking forward to next thurs though it’s going to be my birthday :( Mainly due to the math test? Wdvvv :( At least mon’s going to have no lessons but a symposium. Chose option 2.

Lalaaaaaaaaaaaa. Chinese test tmr! Ming ju jing hua+zong he tian kong ._.

And I feel SO BETRAYED. ALL THE BOUNCINESS AND JOY OVER WEDNESDAY’S NEWS WERE NOTHING. Just received the sms that xiju ppl are also going to attend the du shu hui. Cheat our feelings! :( Please read the small printttttt! Siannnnnnn :(

Sigh. Think I’m going to end here. Before I rant too much. and overuse the sad emoticons -.-

ciaoooooooooo :(

I’ve already done my best. God, I leave everything into your hands. {Live. Laugh. Love. Remember.}

P.S. Sigh. I think Yueqi’s life in Canada is much much much better :( Haha.

2009
08/13
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Tired. Tired. Tired

Just feeling really tired of life at the moment. Shan’t elaborate and shock you with all the things i have to say. Goodnight world.

I only hope tmr will be better. OR the rest of my life. Yeah :(

2009
08/02
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